I realized today that whining about wanting to play is strictly my problem/conflict. If I want to go play, then go play. Overall, my anxiety stems from the unknown so if I budget my time and my money AND THEN STICK TO IT; I'd calm because then I'd feel it's unfolding in away that leads to my goals. No worries.

Also, my resistance to admitting that I'm moving is delaying me from address change etc.