Savannah for the week---involved and not witnessing. Seeing Lil---more witnessing because I didn't know where she, as I knew her, is, that is, if anywhere. Weekend with Lu and Diana. Very much enjoyed it. Lu was extremely patient with me during my toothache episode at two hospitals after her not giving my aspirin and swearing at her. The episode including drinking and spitting at least 2 gallons of water, staying up until 5 am, me driving from the hospital with 3 Percosets in me. I really had fun with all the attention and feeling very sharp in questioning my care providers at the hospital. Lu thought I was savvy while talking with Fredo from Norway from NATO at Ozu today. Mom and Dad telling me that Ian P. thought I looked really good (certainly uplifting) and Nathan expressing his appreciation for my visit which was fulfilling (except for the witnessing). Looking forward to being with Nina and Paul, assuming I don't take a contrary position and cave because of it being exposed as shallow.

Really loved the dinner with Charles, Jewel, Lisa and Ian. Having a bloody mary and sitting next to Charles helped much. Was in a zone, flowing, feeling lots of joyful, appreciative love for Lisa. Extremely uplifting.

Enjoying flowing with Diana; was a bit hestitant while talking about cheating and Lu saying that men will cheat but she knows they will come back. Exactly.